Apostate or Ponzi

Lmfao these thoughts I been having

Am I trans or am I just

An apostate ?

Am I an artist or am I just

Didactic ?

Cliche, gawdy awkward

Old hat oddball shit sack

Am I self loathing or

Did I just stumble upon an

Actual cult

And I am having those typical

Weird guilty sensations after leaving.

That moment when your new job seems great

Until you realize none of your coworkers get paid

And they’re all customers as well…

Am I really an apostate if

The belief at hand is a Ponzi scheme…?

Christianity I am lookin at you too, honey.