Apostate or Ponzi
Lmfao these thoughts I been having
Am I trans or am I just
An apostate ?
Am I an artist or am I just
Didactic ?
Cliche, gawdy awkward
Old hat oddball shit sack
Am I self loathing or
Did I just stumble upon an
Actual cult
And I am having those typical
Weird guilty sensations after leaving.
That moment when your new job seems great
Until you realize none of your coworkers get paid
And they’re all customers as well…
Am I really an apostate if
The belief at hand is a Ponzi scheme…?
Christianity I am lookin at you too, honey.