Array
Gone before I knew it
I thought I had already wrote it
I feel like I’m trapped in a whirlwind
Each time I write I am teleported
To one of four memories
In the array. I am
Not with it.
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These times
Are only bad times, they are times
Where someone told me
“You are stupid, you are shit
You can’t do this”
Every time I write
I go to one of the
Four places in the array
And I am always feeling
Stupid.