Bent/

Anybody else get depressed when they are

Successful…?

Why am I like this?

I’m not an imposter I don’t feel

Undeserving, whatsoever. I get depressed about how

No matter how high you get

No matter how much you learn

No matter how much you earn

You just feel

Where you’re at,

You’re just living. You’re just

The way you are.

And if you’re me, you can’t

Appreciate jack shit

You’re bent in some awful direction.

I assume, like all things

It’s probably from some shit that happened when I was a kid.