Body Positivity-Less-Ness
I see these gorgeous
Full-bodied
Positive shameless
Activists
Spreading the word
That their body can be both
Beautiful and have
Surplus, and yet
All I am is angry
That I have done nothing
More or less
Than anyone else
I just had a disease that made my
Bones break and my skin stretch
I am not fat in the way
That these body positive people are
I do not just have excess adipose tissue
I have excess cortisol.
I don’t feel comfortable
In my own body
Let alone the internet
Let alone the world
I have tried explaining this
To friends and family
But they have nothing but
Advice and tips
They’ve never applied themselves.
How do they know
I’m not doing those things already
Considering their own willpower
Is nonexistent, compared to mine?
My ex-girlfriend
Lost a 80 pounds
Eating five pounds of hamburger a week-
Never seemed very healthy to me.
I suppose my diet
Of rice and vegetables
Is all ruined by
Others perspective of my image and physique