Circulation

K so I think I might be either

Becoming much more comfortable around men or

Also becoming a bit gay. I mean, it makes sense

To confuse the two, for gods sake I’ve been so frustrated with them

For so long

And now we’re bros

I’m like

Shit yo

Welcome home

Kinda hard not to admire various traits and think to myself

“I love everything about that guy–

He’s perfect. I bet his wife is happy

And if he’s gay, I hope he isn’t lonely”

Main difference is I just kinda

Go about my day

And never, ever masturbate about it. Or even think about

Pursuing it. I think I’m confusing

Healing old wounds with being aroused–

Blood flowing all over the place I guess, just thoughts in my

Circulation.