Curse Lifted

It’s amazing how much lower my anxiety levels are when I’m not around her anymore.

It’s like I’ve lifted a curse

If I had been stronger I might’ve left way sooner but I was also

Too strong in my own internal sense of commitment.

I am nothing if not resilient.

Makes me able to stay in bad situations and somehow still prosper

Life is not always a good situation but now that

I make my own

I’m my own world

It’s a whole lot less anxious in here.

Makes me hopeful for the future but

Sad for my past and the mistakes I made along the way

Hindsight sure is 20/20