It’s amazing how much lower my anxiety levels are when I’m not around her anymore.
It’s like I’ve lifted a curse
If I had been stronger I might’ve left way sooner but I was also
Too strong in my own internal sense of commitment.
I am nothing if not resilient.
Makes me able to stay in bad situations and somehow still prosper
Life is not always a good situation but now that
I make my own
I’m my own world
It’s a whole lot less anxious in here.
Makes me hopeful for the future but
Sad for my past and the mistakes I made along the way
Hindsight sure is 20/20