Delusional

Would you accept me as I am

Considering how much you know that I can’t be

Who you want. It is impossible

To understand the thoughts and feelings

Of someone who never showed them to me.

Am I communicating telepathically or am I

Delusional, I feel dizzy just remembering

The tears I shed on my pillow for someone

I never got a confirmation

I am old now I am

Wise now I am something else entirely why

Am I still losing sleep over someone

I never got a confirmation from.