The real reason I haven’t made an episode
Is because I’ve kinda lost faith
In the trans community, and I’ve lost
All faith that I ever had
In the queer community.
The real reason I haven’t had top surgery
Is because my surgeon waited until
Two weeks before my surgery
To tell me I was too fat for surgery, despite
Weighing exactly the same as I did
For my $200 consultation.
The real reason I haven’t been
Listening to music is I’m more than a bit
Angry that all the modern hits
Are mostly on instagram, mostly just
All image, and their music
The real reason I’m mad about it
Is because of all of the above. I’ll probably
Stay mad, but it’ll never be enough.