Gaudy/Delusional/hold me, attention

See folks

This is why

I only like to talk

To myself.

I have mostly podcast episodes

Of my own thoughts, interrupted only

By other thoughts. That’s mostly due

To the fact that everyone else

Is doing the same thing

With more bullshit inbetween

And I think it’s obscene, I mean

What used to be considered gaudy

Is now the only thing I find comforting

I’d rather be transparently

Self-obsessed than give you all

Some sort of crazy delusional performance

About how I’m somebody else

Maybe it’s my life that’s got me stressed

Or maybe it’s y’all that’s got me depressed

But regardless

I’m only interested in the things

Gaudy enough to hold my attention