Getting Older/Interesting
So far the best thing about
Getting older has to be that I already
Forget the names of people I thought I’d never.
So far the worst thing about
Getting older is that I feel exactly the same way
As I did when I was freshly born, just
More war-torn.
Hands down the no. 1 thing I can’t understand
Is why I spend so much time
Reliving moments I wish I’d forgotten
And forgetting things
I wish I still knew.
I guess interest is
All there is to do, just wish I had
Some control over what I was
Passionate about, man–
That would be fucking amazing
Sigh
Oh well.
Back to throwing my whole self into
Various things that make
No money, have no meaning, but
Must, because factually–
It’s all can remember !
Besides, well, you know–
All the bad stuff.