Heart Attacking
The problem with being so unreasonably experienced in
Long-term partner breakups and
Long-term illnesses and
Major surgeries is that
When you have chest pains from the
Lies and cowardice and the
Anxiety of knowing
She is going to lie and save face
No matter what you say—
You just kinda go
“Jesus Christ. Another one”
And don’t get too alarmed when your
Chest pain intensifies and the nausea returns and
You realize you have all the symptoms of a heart attack but
None of the time for that.
Throwing up and being dizzy is not
The best for a first day on the job and
The mental confusion is making my life hard.