I Can’t Really Say…

It’s one of those things where if I close my eyes I remember all the

Sexy daydreams and feel the tension like it actually happened so vividly it’s like we fucked

But we never even touched.

How badly I wanted to taste a fruit forbidden and

Make jam and everything, man. I wanted to go to town on that buffet

Anyway I didn’t but

I wanted to so badly

It was basically like I did so

I dunno man. I don’t know what I’m trying to say —

The point is I loved someone when I was dating someone else and well

I can’t really say.

I don’t think she loved me anyway.