I Did What I Was Told
I did what I was told,
and I was glad to do it.
What I wish I had known, before
was that no one else was with me.
I could’ve been a king,
living my life, being my dream.
Instead, I was a weakling.
Fucking every which way, being
distant, rude, obscene.
I did what I was told,
and I was very proud to do it.
I loved accomplishing goals,
pursuing pursuits, and
“getting to it”.
What I wish I had known, sooner
was that I was an enormous loser.
The tasks they’ve taught me
Are for a monkey.
I am a fighter, this is what I do.
I lunge at shit, in my little cage
they laugh, take bets.
What a life, I should’ve quit.
Time to go full gorilla
And smash myself to bits.