I Wish I Had Been Able To Sooner/Born To Love
I wish I had been able to break up with her sooner.
I don’t know why I didn’t —I think I was being
Optimistic. I was also depressed and
Doing the best I could for as long as I could.
She didn’t love me when I was broke
She didn’t stand by me or my folks
She didn’t do the basics and
I don’t need to know what she’s up to, I have
Closure. I am more upset with
Myself than I am with her or our relationship.
I am devastated by my lack of self confidence.
I am determined to do better
For me, not for the next one, but just for myself.
I deserve something I haven’t even encountered
Something better than I could have ever hoped
I know it exists because I am simply
Born to love, born to give
Born to receive blessings
Born to live shamelessly