It’s Not Invalidating At All, Now— Lol

Course it took time.

When I was pre t and pre top surgery

Everything the light touches

Was insecurity.

But now, thinking about

My ex gobbling up some cocks

With some drunk guys numbed out dick in her ass

I’m just kinda like

Hawt.

Also zzzzzz

I can do that too and honestly

None of it was as bad as the

Emotional abuse. Sure, she belittled me

Physically, sexually, and intellectually—

But it all makes sense now that I know

I’m a dick and she’s a cunt—

Wanting either of those things is just

A personal pain. Nobody I’m with

Shares that with me. It’s mine, and

My responsibility.