It’s Not Invalidating At All, Now— Lol
Course it took time.
When I was pre t and pre top surgery
Everything the light touches
Was insecurity.
But now, thinking about
My ex gobbling up some cocks
With some drunk guys numbed out dick in her ass
I’m just kinda like
Hawt.
Also zzzzzz
I can do that too and honestly
None of it was as bad as the
Emotional abuse. Sure, she belittled me
Physically, sexually, and intellectually—
But it all makes sense now that I know
I’m a dick and she’s a cunt—
Wanting either of those things is just
A personal pain. Nobody I’m with
Shares that with me. It’s mine, and
My responsibility.