Learning(s)

I don’t know what to say, what to do.

I’m not hopeless, I’m not lost, I’m just confused.

I’m ashamed, overwhelmed, at times consumed by

Regret, anger, hatred. I wish I had never

Wasted so much of my life but at least I have my

Learnings now that I can take

Wherever I go. The next one

Won’t be able to do this so I don’t have to worry about it happening

Again, but honestly

It already did. This was the second time.

At this stage in my life I am learning that

I will be learning the whole time.