Lonely And Defeated
I can’t come up with a
Single reason to forgive you, so I don’t–
I guess my subconscious disagrees with me,
It keeps rationalizing
Why I did
What I did, and
Why I need
More distance
Over and over and over again
On repeat
As if I am somehow
Protecting myself and healing, but
I don’t feel better, I’m just getting rather
Lonely and defeated