More Than I Know That
I never seen anybody so beautiful
So tall dark and stable
Mornings were coffee and reading her book
Never even noticed me much I just
Stood on the balcony and watched her
Like the creepiest fucker
When I was a lady I was charming and now
I’m just a stalker.
I’ve never been attractive enough for her.
If I had been more so she would have
Fucked me I know it but I also think
She never would have. I worry that
My idea of her is just that/-
An idea. A theory. An old hat.
I just love her more than I know that.
At least daydreams never go bad.