More Than I Know That

I never seen anybody so beautiful

So tall dark and stable

Mornings were coffee and reading her book

Never even noticed me much I just

Stood on the balcony and watched her

Like the creepiest fucker

When I was a lady I was charming and now

I’m just a stalker.

I’ve never been attractive enough for her.

If I had been more so she would have

Fucked me I know it but I also think

She never would have. I worry that

My idea of her is just that/-

An idea. A theory. An old hat.

I just love her more than I know that.

At least daydreams never go bad.