Noticed

I pitch all day everyday.

I been pitching since I was born I was like

“Hey– I’m here

Don’t forget about me”

They did, often, so I just got

Better at pitching. Now I’m trying to figure out how to

Believe in my own self, be my own sell.

It sucks because I want someone

Who doesn’t need a pitch–

Who just loves me because they fucking

Noticed. I want someone who loves me just for being.

I often fall so in love with people that I

Barely notice my own body–

Now I want someone to fall that hard for me.

I just worry that I’m becoming

Distant, or something. I want someone to want me

The way I want, the way I hunger the way I

Always want something I can’t have.

I want that.