I pitch all day everyday.
I been pitching since I was born I was like
“Hey– I’m here
Don’t forget about me”
They did, often, so I just got
Better at pitching. Now I’m trying to figure out how to
Believe in my own self, be my own sell.
It sucks because I want someone
Who doesn’t need a pitch–
Who just loves me because they fucking
Noticed. I want someone who loves me just for being.
I often fall so in love with people that I
Barely notice my own body–
Now I want someone to fall that hard for me.
I just worry that I’m becoming
Distant, or something. I want someone to want me
The way I want, the way I hunger the way I
Always want something I can’t have.
I want that.