Outlet
Even if I had been born
A penised individual 🤣
I would probably still take after
My mother— what would I do then
With all this fluffed up nonsense
I’d still have spent most of my time
Being raised by women being shaped by women
I just wouldn’t have been pressured
To be one of them. Hey man, I dunno
I think people change and grow
But I also think
No matter what cards I was dealt
I would be pressured to be less
Emotional. As long as I identified
As male. Which, just sucks
Because my emotions are
The breadth of who I am
My emotions tell me what I do and do not
Care about, my emotions make people
Want to hang around, as well as want to run
My emotions are so much a reflection
Of my personality that if they aren’t being
Moderated my emotions make people think
I’m bothered in the head. No matter who I was born as
My emotions would be bumping around.
I would have had different experiences
But I worry about
Anyone with this amount of raw emotional power
And no outlet.