Perhaps These Should Be Drafts/War

I don’t think I need to be showing this side of myself, I don’t know if its representative

But I am in the sort of pain that is contagious

I am expanding like some sort of

Hate filled preposterous monster

I need to channel in a healthy way but

I am overloaded from today

She is such a lying whore

She doesn’t know who she’s been mistreating

She never knew me

She was always too afraid to know

I don’t know how but I have to at least make it so

If she comes here

Looking for ways to hurt me

She gets so hurt she can’t go any further.

I must make more mines

And sprinkle them in deeper.

I’m not building my defenses I’m preparing for

A war that has already been started.