Perhaps These Should Be Drafts/War
I don’t think I need to be showing this side of myself, I don’t know if its representative
But I am in the sort of pain that is contagious
I am expanding like some sort of
Hate filled preposterous monster
I need to channel in a healthy way but
I am overloaded from today
She is such a lying whore
She doesn’t know who she’s been mistreating
She never knew me
She was always too afraid to know
I don’t know how but I have to at least make it so
If she comes here
Looking for ways to hurt me
She gets so hurt she can’t go any further.
I must make more mines
And sprinkle them in deeper.
I’m not building my defenses I’m preparing for
A war that has already been started.