I think I’m gonna stop posting the poems on the facebook page
But I don’t want to, and I probably won’t.
I just think that I should.
I am very conflicted about this
The poems are both
My sketchpad, my own resource as well as
A related characteristic
Of the whole blog podcast entertainment nonsense
It’s all related!
Undeniably it can’t be
Too pleasant for
A poem to pop up on people’s newsfeeds
Every fifteen seconds or so?
Is that my problem, or yours?
I just like, need to grow
But also can’t stop writing poems.
Writing “fewer” or “better” or “publishing less and drafting more”
Is not an option
I already have
Hundreds of drafts
I haven’t published
You are all
Already being spared the worst of it
I guess what I’m saying
Is a formal apology
For those of you who
Aren’t here for poems.
I apologize, because
It’s not going to get better.
The poems are growing much,
Much faster than the podcast, so
I’ve gotta go where the wind blows me