Random Crushes/GBM

I keep getting really random crushes on dudes

Ones that are special of course not just like

Men who are men but men who are

Awesome. I like them.

I’ve never wanted to be seen as a sexual object for men

I’ve always wanted to be seen as one of them

But now that I am

I kind of like it so much

I get a little confusion boner

And I don’t know where to go from here,

If I’m honest, and I’m the one advertising tips.

I mean what would you do around a beautiful ginger black man ?!?!?