Sex
Before transitioning
I liked sex a lot
I thought it was this
Incredible way to show
Love and intimacy
To another person
To share yourself
Most fully
To be your
Most vulnerable
Now
I think about sex
Almost all the time
As something that I
Live for
Something that I am
Something that I
Offer others
Something that I am
Interested in
My perception on sex has
Radically changed
I’m always in the mood
I’m never afraid
I’m not nervous about anyone
Touching me the wrong way
I want to touch and be touched
I am very interested in
All things, all ways
I can masturbate
Over and over and over again
Never ending pleasure
Never feeling guilty
I’m not sure what the fuck this is
Honestly
I think testosterone is
Something else entirely
My oh my how
My mind is changing
Things I used to find
Deal breakers are now
Homey and safe
I know for a fact
I wasn’t born this way