You wanna know the truth
Of why I’m alone and blue yet again
I fell in love with somebody random
That never said a word to me lovingly and yet
Everything after seemed disappointing
Nothing about her could compare to the love
I had never even experienced.
That’s how fucking stupid love is and
How obtuse I can be unwillingly.
Now I’m just trying to reframe all this
And grow from it so that
I can be ready for the one
I’m supposed to be with.
Should be easy enough considering how much
Shit I’m in.