Shit

You wanna know the truth

Of why I’m alone and blue yet again

I fell in love with somebody random

That never said a word to me lovingly and yet

Everything after seemed disappointing

Nothing about her could compare to the love

I had never even experienced.

That’s how fucking stupid love is and

How obtuse I can be unwillingly.

Now I’m just trying to reframe all this

And grow from it so that

I can be ready for the one

I’m supposed to be with.

Should be easy enough considering how much

Shit I’m in.