Stuck Up Masshole Bitch

Why didn’t I think about it like this sooner

I needed a dab or too and

A big kahuna at work see

I know my worth.

I reached out to her because well

I am a treasure

I thought she might want to cherish me

And be cherished by me however

She decided

To be condescending

And assumptive

And rude

And also clearly uninterested or capable of growing

Into anything other than a more childish

More self obsessed

More delusionally privileged version

Of someone I never wanted to meet

Why am I so fucking stupid

Why don’t I ever see it

Until it’s dead at my doormat

I need to find someone I can genuinely relate to

Not somebody who lives on daddy’s money.