Stuck Up Masshole Bitch
Why didn’t I think about it like this sooner
I needed a dab or too and
A big kahuna at work see
I know my worth.
I reached out to her because well
I am a treasure
I thought she might want to cherish me
And be cherished by me however
She decided
To be condescending
And assumptive
And rude
And also clearly uninterested or capable of growing
Into anything other than a more childish
More self obsessed
More delusionally privileged version
Of someone I never wanted to meet
Why am I so fucking stupid
Why don’t I ever see it
Until it’s dead at my doormat
I need to find someone I can genuinely relate to
Not somebody who lives on daddy’s money.