The First 6 Months Of HRT Were The Hardest For Me/Chemmy Jones/Valid
I see all these videos on YouTube like
“This is my first ten minutes on t”
“This is my second round of 42 hours on t”
What the fuck though people
You are literally making your content
For people who are not on hormones—
I get it. But like
Do you have to sensationalize it?
For me it was not some fun thrilling recreational strain
I’d always be more likely to recommend
Some chemmy jones
If that’s what you’re after—
I was literally morphing
My jaw grew
My fat moved
My arms ached and
I got my first ever skin infection.
That’s when all of the nastiness
Little tiny baby doses
Building up my levels, taking
Micro amounts, having them compound—
Since then— things have sort of
Stabilized now that I’m finally on
A regular dose with regular levels
As if I had balls, but
When I was in between
I was sick, I was anxious
I wasn’t bald…! But
That’s about the only positive.
I don’t understand what the goal is
As a woman who was misdiagnosed
With PCOS I can’t understand
Why you’d want to mimic it.
None of this is sexy it’s just
My authentic experience.
Guess nobody wants that they just want to be