The Mess She Made
5 drafts is enough right?
How about six.
Maybe seven, maybe eight
Maybe I’ll send it tonight and blame it on
4/20. I don’t know. It’s not the worst thing that could happen but
I worry that
If I contact her too soon it will seem
Trite or something or like I’m
Trying to use her
To bounce back
Even though I’m literally just…
What am I?
Am I desperate, am I curious
Am I in love am I delirious
I don’t know what I want from her I guess
I don’t know what she has to offer.
I guess I just kind of want to clean up
The mess she made that made it hard for us
To be friends in any way.