The Mess She Made

5 drafts is enough right?

How about six.

Maybe seven, maybe eight

Maybe I’ll send it tonight and blame it on

4/20. I don’t know. It’s not the worst thing that could happen but

I worry that

If I contact her too soon it will seem

Trite or something or like I’m

Trying to use her

To bounce back

Even though I’m literally just…

What am I?

Am I desperate, am I curious

Am I in love am I delirious

I don’t know what I want from her I guess

I don’t know what she has to offer.

I guess I just kind of want to clean up

The mess she made that made it hard for us

To be friends in any way.