The Moment She Started Fucking Around
The most upsetting thing
About my ex girlfriend
Is that she didn’t seem to understand
That I wasn’t less than her, and that
She was an idiot. Lmfao.
Like I didn’t know
She was rolling
When she was rolling, or like
I didn’t know she was hungover
Or like
I didn’t know
That when she refused to let me
Eat her pussy
That I knew then
Without a doubt
She was cheating !
I hated everything about that relationship
In retrospect, it is a large part
Of what motivates me to speak out.
Women— can be abusive
To themselves while being
Twice as abusive to others
Gaslight you just the same
Not having a dick
Or wanting one
Just gives everyone’s argument
Twice as much leverage
In the end.
I think when I was fucking her face
With a dildo
And then she shamed me for wanting to be
Trans, wanting to be a man, wanting to have
Testosterone—
I should have known more then
Than I do now
But I always knew
The moment she started fucking around.