Unhealthy Containment

I mean

Ain’t no such thing as

“I’ll send her an email” without it being

Duplicitous at best and disingenuous at worst.

I don’t think it’s my place to flirt I should at least

Throw some dirt over my wounds for a few weeks and try to bloom.

I’ll just practice my pitch in the meantime.

So shoot me I’ve been madly in love with the wrong person for half of this relationship I don’t think it’s healthy to contain it much longer than I already have….

Also I’m still coming around to the fact that

I have no more loyalty to the nag

I can find someone who supports me and loves me and makes me feel understood.

I need to wait long enough to learn from my mistakes and make something good.