Weird Horny Grief Responses

Googles—

“Weird horny grief response”

Realizes— whoa man that’s a poem

I don’t think I even need to re-Google this one I already know the answer because

I’ve googled it before and

I’ve experienced it countless times I have a weirdly intense

Sexual response to sadness. It makes me fucking

Insatiable. I masturbated so much the other day I literally had

Gobs of something leaking out of somewhere I don’t even know what the fuck

Any other trans men out there ejaculating because

I sure fucking am. Daily.

I dropped a load into the fucking toilet this morning I was honestly just astonished.

Like, I understand anatomy. I’m certain it’s discharge…? Or vaginal lubricant that’s been intensified….?!?! Like that has to be what it is otherwise …

I am blown away in every sense I mean

It might be the horniest I’ve ever been?

I’m not sure. I think the first one was definitely the worst. This one is just

Not the same, and the horniness is different too.

I think largely because part of what I’m grieving is

Who I used to be and now I’m brand new

Ageless, limitless, confidence growing each minute.

I am someone I would dream about and

I kinda wanna go make somebody new’s dreams come true 🤣

I just hate the people that make others feel like

Weird gross idiots because that’s where

My emotions could easily flip. I just hate how she made me feel

About my own body I hated how she

Touched me and I hate that this keeps happening to me

So this time I’m going to make sure that

The next person that touches me

Knows that my body is a temple and a trophy

I am my own art piece

You have to respect me in order to be able to even

Kiss my cheek, I am old enough now to be

A king.