Why why why why why why/w&w
Why do I feel that she made a mistake when
Both of them are undeserving of who I am
I am tremendous I am
The strongest person she’s ever met
She told me that and I’ll never forget
I want to be her rock I want to be
Her salvation but she has Jesus
And her family and her fucking trombone.
Why does that even fucking matter
Why am I in love with a past
That never happened
The other one is married to her family and
When I tried to get her to marry me instead they all
Which honestly — I think is kind of sick.
I’m glad it happened but
I’m sad that the one I wanted
Sees me as a dead person.
I don’t know what to think besides
Why why why why why why why why
I need to meet someone that gives me a
When and where instead.
I deserve better than nonstop bullshit.